Monday, February 1, 2010

not the time

I don't know if I've ever felt so left behind, left out and rejected like I do now. No, I don't think that has ever really happened to me, and if it was there, it probably never bothered me as much.
There must be something wrong with me, hopefully this doesn't sound cliche, but I think there is if the people I would have usually normally hit of perfectly is now just a big pain, and it just never clicks.
And no, I'm not sad, or depressed. no way. just pondering...It could be that this isn't my place, isn't my time and these just aren't the people.
when shall I say farewell to you lovely America? when?