everyone gets confused, every single one out of the whirlwind of 6 billion.
everyone questions God, life at some point of their lives
questions start arising when something turns out not the way we wanted, wished for, hoped for. the questions form in our (dull) brains
(or were they there all the while?)
when we start feeling lonely, forgotten, left out, unneeded, undesired.
its hard to believe someone who says they've never delt with any one of those, but really, you have, we all have,
some have it worser some have it better, but we've all had the feeling when we'd rather die than live
I'm not saying that I'm experiencing that right now,
but just taking a photo-quest from a year back in my life, I see it in my eyes and in the eyes of the surrounding people, not the supernatural love that we're supposed to be filled with, but, pain, loneliness, frozen-ness, confused, dazed
what is the root of the problem?
just pondering some things...wondering if something has changed, or are we still the same.
wondering when will we become the people we're supposed to be when we're with God and when we have 'resurrection power flowing on the insides'
where is that power? where is that love?
